There's a lot I don't know

When the reality of being in a relationship hits me, it'll definitely hit hard. Even though I may show moments of wanting to do things for other people, those same things may eventually start becoming obligatory burdens.
And then there's the really easy stuff of trusting instincts and not being alone in a room with someone you don't know. I could just smack myself on the head for disregarding that.
Most of all, there's that dreaded 'A' word. It's the one word that sums up all my pain and regret of ever getting involved in the first place. It's no doubt that hedonism is not a good thing to follow, because it anesthesizes the judgment. Another lesson learned.

Don't even get me started on building closeness.