Birth pain

I can't imagine how difficult childbirth must be, but in all the times I've cried from severe emotional duress, I've been told that going through life and passing by certain milestones is painful, like being born. Safe to say, I'm experiencing the birth pain of my dating life as it comes out under my parents' roof. The pain and the fear of what's to come has me stumbling along for solace that feels like it will never come. Dad holds my hand and tells me he'll do all he can, so long as I stay put, rest easy and do as he tells me. I have to push for conversations with my mom until her understanding is out in the open, and I'm able to get past her ego and all the hurtful words it spews forth.
I cry, I scream, and I wonder if there's a way to end it all without feeling that I've lost something forever. Fuck this, I'm going to the hospital.