Quit foolin' around

For a long time I have questioned the validity of my blog title. College sent me some jolts I was not totally prepared for. Well, not totally. Being mature about conflicts can apply to anything. For such a long time I have refused the idea of being anyone's object of affection. Perhaps it has been inculcated in my head that I'm unapproachable or unattractive because I wasn't exposed so much from an all-girls high school and didn't really received those types of comments enough to believe it. Perhaps in college there are still the same sorts of highly hormonal guys and the same sorts of drama that result from them as they were in high school. The backbiting of high school is so passé, and I'm tired of the mind games that the girls have used on each other. It's funny how sometimes I see college guys try it on girls as if it's a wonderful, new, successful tactic that they just discovered and invented. I'm glad I know better, although I still suffer a little bit as I tend to blame myself quite a lot. Basically where I'm going with this is that there are still some lessons of high school to learn in college. It was probably best this way, to gain maturity then deal with the problems.
I suppose it takes time to do everything that I have to do. Time to regain self-esteem, and time to realize that there is such thing as attraction, regardless of how much I feel it won't apply to me.