There's a Fine Fine Line
Nothing could explain how I feel right now than that song from Avenue Q. I just have to stop lying to myself in a one-sided story and seek the truth so I can live it. The only jolt I get back to reality is when hell blows up in my face.
I don't understand why I'm so upset over someone I poked at for being so spinelessly nice. I'm not supposed to care about him, and not miss not talking to him. But for him to state in one way or another that a way to any girl's heart is good old-fashioned chivalry just riled me up so much. Maybe he was joking, maybe he's stating what he does. Either way, I saw it as somewhat sexist, because it's as if the woman is treated as the gender role rather than as the person she is. I really don't believe that I want to care so much, either about the issue or the boy, but I do.
As of now, I feel like I've botched things up forever. Maybe everything I've imagined to be true never existed in real life. Maybe he never was attracted, he was never fully wrapped around my finger and that it all existed in my head. Whatever the case, I feel like crap.
There's a fine, fine line
between a lover, and a friend.
There's a fine, fine line between reality, and pretend
And you never know 'til you reach the top
if it was worth the uphill climb.
There's a fine, fine line between love, and a waste of time
There's a fine, fine line between a fairy tale, and a lie.
And there's a fine, fine line between "you're wonderful" and "goodbye"
I guess if someone doesn't love you back, it isn't such a crime
But there's a fine, fine line between love, and a waste of your time
And I don't have the time to waste on you anymore
I don't think that you even know what you're looking for
For my own sanity I've got to close the door And walk away...
Oh...
There's a fine, fine line between together, and not.
And there's a fine, fine linebetween what you wanted,and what you got.
You gotta go after the things you want while you're still in your prime.
There's a fine, fine line between love,
and a waste of time.
I don't understand why I'm so upset over someone I poked at for being so spinelessly nice. I'm not supposed to care about him, and not miss not talking to him. But for him to state in one way or another that a way to any girl's heart is good old-fashioned chivalry just riled me up so much. Maybe he was joking, maybe he's stating what he does. Either way, I saw it as somewhat sexist, because it's as if the woman is treated as the gender role rather than as the person she is. I really don't believe that I want to care so much, either about the issue or the boy, but I do.
As of now, I feel like I've botched things up forever. Maybe everything I've imagined to be true never existed in real life. Maybe he never was attracted, he was never fully wrapped around my finger and that it all existed in my head. Whatever the case, I feel like crap.
There's a fine, fine line
between a lover, and a friend.
There's a fine, fine line between reality, and pretend
And you never know 'til you reach the top
if it was worth the uphill climb.
There's a fine, fine line between love, and a waste of time
There's a fine, fine line between a fairy tale, and a lie.
And there's a fine, fine line between "you're wonderful" and "goodbye"
I guess if someone doesn't love you back, it isn't such a crime
But there's a fine, fine line between love, and a waste of your time
And I don't have the time to waste on you anymore
I don't think that you even know what you're looking for
For my own sanity I've got to close the door And walk away...
Oh...
There's a fine, fine line between together, and not.
And there's a fine, fine linebetween what you wanted,and what you got.
You gotta go after the things you want while you're still in your prime.
There's a fine, fine line between love,
and a waste of time.
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