Don't give up the dream

I'm not going to let one instance of disappointment keep me down forever. I made the decision to burn a bridge, and I should move on and be happy with it. This doesn't mean I can't ever create connections with other people. I longed for deep relationships with other people, and by that I should be very happy with what I have. At this point, I don't care about having a million acquaintances, and I don't want to be just another acquaintance to certain people.

Besides, now I can notice the guy watching me sing, or the guy that says hi to me after mass. It's like the way it was before, when I can still be beautiful, extremely intelligent yet single and not looking. Most of all, I can just enjoy the conversations. I don't have to pine for them, and that's perfectly fine by me.