Ken you spare me?

Back in April I was supremely depressed. For the ones I needed the most, they deliberately avoided me and that was what led me down into an emotional tailspin. In the meantime, Nica and Chabby slept over at my house during spring break and Chabby decided to set me up with her friend Ken. I end up talking to him on the phone until 1 or 3 in the morning for a few days (or shall I say nights?) straight. It just seemed like it'd go somewhere. I get teased that I'm not single, but I always say I am single. It's become impossible to meet him, and I'd stake my hopes on surreptitious side meetings. The first time I actually do meet him was at my Baccalaureate mass, and it was awkward, what with my cousin there. She doesn't tell us her intention for taking a weird detour at my Baccalaureate mass. Then again, when does she ever? She warned me he wasn't much of a looker. Unfortunately, my standards include mandatory good looks :p Since then, I call, but he prefers the impersonalness of instant messaging. He tells me that he hoped to meet me, and during summer vacation I hoped to find some way to meet too. I attempt to go to a movie, but I felt my mom had to know where I was going, just in case I am not in the house when she comes home. Then our cover was blown. My cousin claimed nothing to do with with what exactly happened. But she did set me up with him. After that I was on my rag and I didn't feel like seeing him even though he has been Chabby's chaffeur all through her birthday week, which meant I was gonna see him quite often while I exiled myself to Kristine's house for the week. The skin rashes on his arms (perhaps from the family cat) reminded me of how much I'm not attracted to him. I also noticed he's been more and more inattentive online. At the same time my mom tells me that he's nothing. He's Carmela's friend of all people, and doesn't seem to have much in stock compared to me, according to my mom. Of course she'd like for me to find someone I actually really do like for once, not because I gave set ups a chance or I got immediately captivated by looks, but because there's someone out there who is definitely worth it. As of now, I don't intend on messaging Ken anymore, nor do I feel like giving him the black leather trifold wallet that he's been needing for quite a while already. Besides, I think he likes someone else, which makes perfect sense to me.
Bottom line: am I once again too good for such guys?